"Whatever our calling, regardless of our fears or anxieties, let us pray and then go and do!"

About 2 months ago I was called in to teach the Valiant 9 class in my wards primary. I thought easy, no sweat. They are young, and will hang on every word. Which is mostly true, however I have learned so much from these sweet kids. One of the most important lessons I have learned is patience. I remember talking to Nick after being called, my only worries were patience, and my anxiety. I got called in to be set apart for this new adventure and the first words of his blessing were "Sister Weight, we bless you with the courage and patience to teach the Lords children" I was absolutely breathless. I knew I needed this, but how did Brother Fil know? It was incredible. Then Nick got set apart as the Sunday School Secretary, in his blessing they told him to love and cherish his wife. So needless to say almost every day since than I tell him to get me a drink or a snack or something and end with "Bishop says to cherish me so you better do it or im telling" Yes im a 5 year old at heart. dont hate. It doesn't work anymore anyway :)

Life is pretty much the same around here. I work full time. Nick works full time and goes to school whenever he's not at work. I miss him. haha.

We are remodeling our kitchen now that the basement is finished. First thing to go? The nasty linoleum. Nicks Dad and Jake have been such troopers helping with EVERYTHING. And I am so proud of my cute hubby for all of his hard work and willingness to learn. We have most of the cement board down now, just a few more pieces than we get to lay out the tile. I love that our house is slowly becoming a home.

We have been going to the temple alot more lately. And it has made me realize how blessed I am. I am sealed to my best friend and the love of my life FOREVER. I cant even imagine life without him. He is my rock. And I cant wait to start a family with him, and grow old and gray together. ♥

Count your blessings, name them one by one....

So as you can tell from my previous posts, I am trying to be more spiritual this year. If your not religious, you can stop reading, but I will be posting more spiritual things on here. I have been thinking about how blessed I am lately. I have a house, a car, 2 dogs, a job. I have clean sheets to sleep on. A washer and a dryer to keep my clothes clean and dry. I have a garage to keep my car clean and dry. I have a roof over my head to keep that warm and dry. I have an incredible husband, who, for some odd reason, loves me even more on my bad days. Its the little things in life I take for Granted. I just figure, the house just happened, the washer and dryer just happened. No. Our jobs helped us pay for those things. Without our jobs (which we tend to complain about) We would not have the so called luxury of owning a home. I complain about cleaning and doing laundry constantly. There are people living on the streets in rags, and im complaining cause the house gets too warm when I have the oven and the stove on at the same time. Rough life, right? I am sooo grateful for my blessings. I definitely dont deserve most of them. I have decided to put things in that perspective for the rest of the year! Yeah housework sucks, so does yardwork, but it means I have a house and a yard, which not many people have. I am blessed beyond measure. I hate that I take these things for granted so much. Where would I be without them? I am also thankful for my best friends. First there is Rach who I can call anytime, anywhere, I can vent to her, cry to her, yell at her. But no matter what we will always be best friends. I love you seester. Then there is Jaynee, she is my sanity, and one of the most incredible people I've ever met in my life. She hasnt had the easiest life, but her chin is always up, and she is always more worried about you than herself. She always knows when to text me, or message me on MSN when im having a bad day. She always knows the right words to say. She has helped me more than she realizes. Love you Woman!

New Years Resolutions

I decided to post my New Years Resolutions on here so that MAYBE I will accomplish something ;)

*Attend the temple AT LEAST once a month
*Eat more Vegetable
*Attend Church Weekly
*Put more effort into my callings
*Do my hair everyday (NO PONY TAILS)
*Do my makeup everyday
*Keep my house CLEAN (This one is one I will for sure struggle with)
*Pay my tithing on time every month
*Make enough money with my pampered chef career that I can quit my job and be a stay at home mom and just do pampered chef 2-3 nights a week.
*Eat Healthier, dont eato our so much
*Be Patient
*Stop Swearing
*Be more sympathetic
*Be an example, Be someone people WANT to look up to.

There are a few more, but they are more personal ones, I will let you know if they get fulfilled by the end of the year!

My fairytale ♥

My life is seriously so freakin awesome! I have the best friends and family in the world, I have the best job in the world, I have the gospel in my life, and a husband who WORTHILY holds the priesthood. Yeah my life is awesome! Today while witnessing a trust one of my bosses said "Let me do introductions, this is so and so and this is Randi, our paralegal, she keeps us in business and is our better half" after the last few days, i was feeling pretty useless, since im so new (5 months) i dont know how to do everything, but im learning, so it felt good to hear that I was doing a good job :) Work has been busy, but awesome. I love my job! Life other than that is same ol' same ol'. Work, sleep, eat, sleep, work, etc.

Then just like me you'll know... HE WAS HERE!

I love love love this time of year. The spirit in the air, the spoiling my family rotten, the time I get so spend with my family (Brandon is coming in from Washington, and I get to meet his new partner :) and Adam is coming in from California with his new Girlfriend) I cant wait. This year, Christmas has been a little different for us. We decided to get a REAL tree, rather then a plastic one, lets just say I have a new RESPECT for my daddy. Its SO frustrating getting all the lights and ornaments and everything perfect. (without freaking out) (sorry baby) Also I have been trying to get in the right mindset this year. This Forgotten Carol is definitely helping :

The flock was more than peaceful
The night was dark and deep
The stillness wrapped around me
I drifted off to sleep
And when my friends awoke me
Oh, what a tale they had to tell

They said the angels told them
About a newborn King
They had a star to guide them
They heard the heavens sing
They said that when they found Him
They knew they'd never be the same

Somehow I did believe them,
Though everything I knew
Said I should not believe them
This story can't be true
But there was something magic
In the air
That made me feel as if
I had been there

I asked a thousand questions
Their answers startled me
The more I heard,
The more I thought I knew
This cannot be
And then the struggle started,
My head was wrestling with my heart.

Why would a God from Heaven
Come to the world this way?
Why in a lowly stable
Would the Messiah lay?
I shook my head and asked them
To tell the story one more time

Yes I did believe them
Though I'd not seen a thing
I did not go to Bethlehem
Or hear the angels sing
But there was something magic
In the air
That made me feel as if
I had been there

I knew that as the world moves on
through time
There would be more stories
just like mine
About the souls who've chosen
to believe
In something that they never
got to see

Do you think you'll join us
Though you've not seen a thing?
You were not there in Bethlehem
To hear the angels sing
But if you feel the spirit
In the air
Then just like me you'd know

That He was here
He was here
The King of kings
And Lord of lords was here
(He was here)
He was here, he was here
(He was here)
And He will come again,
For He was here.
(The King of kings)
(The Lord of lords)
-(He was here)
(The King of kings)
(and Lord of Lords was here)
-(He was here)
(The King of kings)
(The Lord of lords)
-(He was here)
(The King of kings)
(and Lord of Lords was here)

And He will come again
For He was here
For He was here

When upon lifes billows you are tempest tossed...

Lately it seems like nothing can go right. Let me fill you in on this week. THIS WEEK! Monday, was a REALLY good day, so I warned Nick if Monday was good the rest of the week is gonna be hell. and he didnt believe me... Tuesday we get up, My car wont start, so we try to jump it, Nothin. SO I call my daddy and he lets me borrow his truck, then Nick is like "I love my wife so im gonna go get her and we'll go to lunch" So we go to maverik and grab some hot dogs and nachos then he drops me off at work, 5 minutes later I get a phone call "My clutch went out, Im in the SLCC Parking lot, come take me to work." SERIOUSLY, BOTH CARS! SAME DAY! So I take him to work, my dad gets my car running, Wednesday goes well. Then THURSDAY (Today) We wake up, go to get in my car since nicks is dead, and it wont start. I call my mommy bawling. I cant handle it anymore. 10 minutes later her and Jarron show up to jump my car. She came in case it wouldnt start and we needed a ride. We get it running. We get to work 30 minutes late. I just went out at 3 pm to test to make sure it was ok, it wont start. Alternator. So I call my daddy, and he says " Oh I was planning on being there at 445 to jump your car anyway, how about I come jump it and take it to the shop and you take my truck to pick up Nick and take him to work." Wow. I have the best parents and siblings in the Universe. Not to mention my very patient hubby who held me all morning, even though I was extremely ornery and crying. He just held me. For 20 minutes and kissed me and loved me. I have so many blessings. So what if a few things go wrong. We pay tithing for a reason, right?

When life gets to hard to stand, kneel.

Alot of stuff has happened lately. It has helped me to realize how lucky I am to have the gospel in my life, and to have a husband who WORTHILY holds the Priesthood. Its such a comfort to have that in my home. I start my second job on Tuesday, I am a pampered chef consultant, so if you need anything, let me know I can order it for you! And with that decision came alot of stress and anxiety. We need the money, But i have struggled with my anxiety my whole life and only recently has it gotten worse, and apparently linked with some depression (whod a thunk) SO i got put on some meds to hopefully fix that!
Me and Rach have been hangin out alot lately, and I love every minute of it. We are so much a like and she is my very best friend.
Nick has been working and going to school, I am so ready for him to be done so we can start a family. But that will come in time :)
Noah is as cute as ever, cant believe my glonk o love is six months old. He really is my sunshine, its so cute when I walk in a room and he starts laughing and flailing his arms. Best thing ever!
Elliot is one already, which is crazy! And he is a doll.  I love his laugh, his kisses and his cute little personality!
Xander is 4 going on 27 and is the biggest player ever, everyone is his girlfriend and he loves EVERYONE!. I was so blessed with awesome nephews, and Chars baby girl (Kennedi) will be here in 3 months!!